marry some foreign person to bring them over? go visit the country. make money? make sexytime?

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Mitsubishi Lancer Evolution X FQ-300

01:22.9

Porsche 911 Sport Classic

07 porsche 911 carrera s 3.8l 

heater efficiency through vents: 50%
power transmission efficiency through lines: 30%
engine efficiency: 25%

cubic boron nitride (CBN) for cutting cast iron blocks.

saw two damn people that i wish i talked to. fuck me. i hate myself. ddr girl, and cake girl in safeway. stupid emos. i should talk. but didnt.
when working, almost hit a woman driving into the bay at work at the end of the day. almost backed up into a car because the seat was too low. fuckw ork.
go skydiving wiht a girl?
almost backed into jivas car. he stupidly parked his car behind the allignment rack.
forgot to fucking tighten an axel nut and drove the car. abs light went on, but that wasnt caused by the nut. the nut caused part of the wheel bearing seal to wear. but it did not fail.
abs failure was caused by a reversed bearing installation.
rushed installation fucked up the halfshaft thread and pinched a brake hose. fucking hell. got both replaced. im such a dumbass.

at oilchangers, dropped pen cap into power steering.

 4/2015 same position as before, quiet everywhere. my choice? quiet in class, where would i meet people other than there.

so im not sure what i will do. if i go to maryland, then i will not be able to go to school. or could go over there. but what about later? is my class rate too slow?


girls like security or confidence. thats only for one night stands though. and money. they like money. id love to work as a social worker or psychologist. i want to understand myself. that is what my dream job is, not some simple thing of engineering.

advice

two things.
deke brown talked to me and gave me good advice. lets see if i remember. he said 2 year degrees matter. he said he could get me a good aerospace job. he said to keep going to school. to start pay high. hes got a married 30 yr daughter. and a bad educated 40 one. said she fell behind in high school and stayed behind. i shouldnt do that. said paul at autohaus is a good man.

ramon talked to me and gave me nice advice that wasnt that good. he said he made 18 an hour. that he wouldnt work for 9 an hour. he said  i could learn lots of things. i could learn because i ask too many questions. i do not know if i disagree. i would like to think i know more than him. he says i could learn more for both bottom and top. for belts and bulbs. he thinks i should manage. i dont really want to. he wants me to learn how to tap.
bottom side sucks. its a decent amount of work and learning. i need to learn more.

do i want to stay or quit?

really? what bout the time i was sleeping and you fucked me without my permission?

have you ever thought about me when you always thingking about your stupid hornyness?

prove me worng then. you are always touching my boobs. always wanna fuck. ur using me for your pleasure

go ahead  you like someone esle not me. i hate fhte fcact that your using me for sex not that you want to cheat on me

why cuz you cant get me to have sex with you anymore? fuck you then. i knew it you were just using me for sex. fuck you asshole ui hate you. soo i dont see the point of copying and p this. why did i put it here?...

my imaginary best buddy made it rain today.
that motherfucker
insert that instead of god.
my ghost is coming to fuck you.

make mad libs bible!

will you do 30 for the ipod?
hey, i forgot what ur selling.
man your playing games 80 gb ipod for 50
okok sorry. my phone is crap

fucking important

you gonna sleep over tonight?
fuck you i dont want you over here you piece of shit
why do you get mad so much
i dont really give a fuck. leave me alone. go find someone else taht would put up with you better
im sick of life. please just let me die now. im tired of living this shiitty life. im not hpapy, im meserahble. even more mserablile than when i was you nger. just kill me or let me die
why do you want me to kill you
fine then dont. just dont fucking stop me
wanna visit me and make me feel all better?
you dont want me to feel better?
yes i do but i also have work. ill come
then forget i asked. btw can i borrow 50 from you
50 for what
just let me borrow some geez!!!! Xd
only if u tell me
you already know what it is. coke.
why dont you want
you can buy me games but i kind of want some now
kind of want some coke now
now nownownownow now
so will you let me borrow or what?
the drugs gonna fucking kill u so no.
...now?
listen to cocane by eric clapton
yes now. im texting my contact right now, he said 50
ur gonna get mad. i cant give you money
why owuld i get mad? what the hell? whatever. keep your stupid money. ill just steal some more money from his wallet
if you love me listen to me and dont do it
well thats too bad. i dont love you
why cant you un derstand that i dont lvalue my life anymore? i wanna do cocane a, weather you like it or not. its not really up to you.
you dont really have a part in it
who r u gonna get it from?
besides you said being married to me isnt a  good marriage because im uncapable of making complicated conversations
you dont know my connection
im coming over there to the persons house
my mom bought my dress that im going to wear on the wedding and after that im gonna cut my hair short. im tired of freaking longn hair.
im not walking over
hes in oakland. ill take bart or bus
the mp3 i got is fucking broken already. now i dont have anything ot listen to. stupid piece of shit i hate fucking cheap crap
i have no choice but to buy a new one. fucking piece of shit

what do you know about wires?
i konw parks come out of wires. you can touch moset. smart people know whow to poke them the right way. my uncle know s how to touch them. some kind of juice comes out of them.
i would say im anti chinese and anti american by buying from china. if i bought tech from there then id be only anti american.
i believe the world is a program following laws that are generated by themselves. and there is no god.
i should do chromatic chords on violin or guitar.

yvana dantas

dreamed spiders were coming out of soy sauce bottles. spiders, and some special type of bug.

a little, but not much. why? i miss u like i miss good grasss. actually i miss u like a free carwash. i dont care about carwashes. :)