Sunday, September 25, 2011

fucking important

you gonna sleep over tonight?
fuck you i dont want you over here you piece of shit
why do you get mad so much
i dont really give a fuck. leave me alone. go find someone else taht would put up with you better
im sick of life. please just let me die now. im tired of living this shiitty life. im not hpapy, im meserahble. even more mserablile than when i was you nger. just kill me or let me die
why do you want me to kill you
fine then dont. just dont fucking stop me
wanna visit me and make me feel all better?
you dont want me to feel better?
yes i do but i also have work. ill come
then forget i asked. btw can i borrow 50 from you
50 for what
just let me borrow some geez!!!! Xd
only if u tell me
you already know what it is. coke.
why dont you want
you can buy me games but i kind of want some now
kind of want some coke now
now nownownownow now
so will you let me borrow or what?
the drugs gonna fucking kill u so no.
...now?
listen to cocane by eric clapton
yes now. im texting my contact right now, he said 50
ur gonna get mad. i cant give you money
why owuld i get mad? what the hell? whatever. keep your stupid money. ill just steal some more money from his wallet
if you love me listen to me and dont do it
well thats too bad. i dont love you
why cant you un derstand that i dont lvalue my life anymore? i wanna do cocane a, weather you like it or not. its not really up to you.
you dont really have a part in it
who r u gonna get it from?
besides you said being married to me isnt a  good marriage because im uncapable of making complicated conversations
you dont know my connection
im coming over there to the persons house
my mom bought my dress that im going to wear on the wedding and after that im gonna cut my hair short. im tired of freaking longn hair.
im not walking over
hes in oakland. ill take bart or bus
the mp3 i got is fucking broken already. now i dont have anything ot listen to. stupid piece of shit i hate fucking cheap crap
i have no choice but to buy a new one. fucking piece of shit

Thursday, September 1, 2011

what do you know about wires?
i konw parks come out of wires. you can touch moset. smart people know whow to poke them the right way. my uncle know s how to touch them. some kind of juice comes out of them.
i would say im anti chinese and anti american by buying from china. if i bought tech from there then id be only anti american.
i believe the world is a program following laws that are generated by themselves. and there is no god.
i should do chromatic chords on violin or guitar.

yvana dantas

dreamed spiders were coming out of soy sauce bottles. spiders, and some special type of bug.

a little, but not much. why? i miss u like i miss good grasss. actually i miss u like a free carwash. i dont care about carwashes. :)

my phone takes 5 fucking seconds of fucking to load. lg sucks.
being stupid for fun is not funny, its annoying and i think its also the reason why iim mad.
it makes me crazy that you ikeep saying random shit and you talk loud, like yelling loud.
i dont like yelling
one of the reasons why im mad is cus you keep saying everything that pops in your head and its annoying
i just cant help it, my life is fucked up. thats why im mad all the time. im a fucking failure. my life sucks
i said that this relationship would never work. im serious and youre not
blae it all on the genes of my stupid damm father who fucking dont give a shit about me because im a god dam failure like him and he fouses all damm attetntion ion his other childeren from a desperate fucking whore in the phillipines. lucky me
you know i dont like the way you treated me on ur friends birthday, michael. you just took off left eme with mario and karla and then we got in you just totally ignored me. i bet you would have ignored me even more if i ignored you too. i hate that. i dont know those people and you just totally acted like im not with you.
and then you asked me if i was ur girlfriend in fromnt of them. i really hate that
im an expert at pushing people away, now i got you too. i think its better to see other people. since you only like me as a friend and im serious about you. this relationship will never work. i will only make a fool out of myself.
like i said before why not find another girl to have sex with all the time. someone that would keep up with yo. im sure youll be hellla happy. im tired of sex
you know i dont like you hitting me