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Friday, April 30, 2010

dialogue ideas

are you 21 already?

11:00pmMe

lol

yes

ur like 22

11:00pmMe

everyone i know is still around 18

but i need to fix my car tomorrow morning

11:01pmChristopher

booo

I need to get my car checked up this week

11:03pmMe

pay my school and ill do it

i go to skyline

and have school 5 days a week

someone came in with NO brakes

they were all worn down

11:03pmChristopher

haha

so why were you in Osh the other day?

11:03pmMe

looking for a pipe

11:04pmMe

yup

i was going to do interesting things with the pipe

11:05pmMe

i actually needed a special kind you didnt have

it was disappointing

11:06pmMe

i bet they would have the special pipe

its smashed up

and 5 years old

1:17amMe

only the front

the engine is perfect

1:17amMe

i would do anyone for that car

ANYONEEEEE

1:17amMe

i think ill go find a sugardaddy

1:17amChristian

haha if you do see if he has a friend

im very poor

1:18amMe

lol

im sure theres lots of rich gay guys

im really thinking about it

i need options

1:18amMe

lol

just fucking i guess

i dont care, i just want that car

1:19amChristian

haha

you gotta be attracted to him or it wont work

whats ur ideal looking kinda guy

like whats ur type

1:20amMe

hey

im attracted to the car

seriously

id do some old rich guy

ideal is young and skinny muscular

american

i dotn like fobs

dont know myself too well so icant define those things
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youve changed the voice of my conscience. it sucks. i cant talk to myself in my head normally. its quite an accomplishment for you

go back to the 80s and use a pager. or stick to texting. how about that

heres some things i was thinking of while you were brushing me off. and im typing this so i dont waste the thought i had.

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i'll do

both medicure and pedicure

Dan

8:06pmMe

doesnt that take a long time?

8:07pmAlex

lol, 15 minutes

1000 usd

tip depends on you

8:07pmMe

1000?

8:08pmAlex

fee is 1000 dollars

lol

8:08pmMe

you can have my car

8:08pmAlex

really

8:09pmMe

yup

8:09pmAlex

that's a major joke

8:09pmMe

yes it is

8:09pmAlex

lol

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how do you get hard when a guy sucks your dick

5:21pmMe

getting my dick sucked feels good but i cant get off with a guy

i have to think about girls

thats what i did all the time

5:21pmMe

think about girls

yup

5:21pmColeman

how many guys have you been with

and how many girls

5:21pmMe

sucks if im not truly gay

3 girls one guy

id say 2 girls

one last week making 3

5:21pmMe

nope

i got no balls then

5:21pmMe

friends

after highschool

i wish i did girls then

5:22pmMe

i missed out on the girls that were attracted to me

so i wish i did do them

i thnk that carries on and now i like some younger girls

because i missed out

and am trying to make up

5:23pmColeman

did you fuck this girl

chrstina pickney

in all your pics

5:23pmMe

nope

5:23pmMe

nobody in high school

5:23pmMe

rofl

she isnt

shes ok now

5:23pmMe

and she does some 40 year old guy

she likes old men

with piggytails

5:23pmMe

her boyfirend is 32 and he has a piggytail

after high school

5:24pmMe

a girl named franchesca

yes

5:24pmMe

u can see it in the pics

yes

yup

taht guy

5:24pmMe

dunno

i took her off my facebook

franchesca mercado

wheres that link

5:25pmMe

it was like 3 years ago and im embarrassed

i still wanted to be with her

5:25pmMe

but she broke it off

i was depressed before it and it got in the way of the relationship

5:26pmMe

decent sized one

OHHHH

I DID THIS FAT GUY LAST WEEK

with the girl

5:26pmMe

just remembered

5:26pmMe

just sucked his dick

5:27pmMe

he soo wanted to do me

5:27pmMe

they were drunk

i didnt want them to be

a bunch of college guys

5:27pmMe

i mean it as a group

i say guys

instead of people

always say guys

LINK AND MEAN STUFF I SAID ABOUT PEOPLE

I CARE ABOUT EVEN THOUGH I DONT KNOW TOO MUCH

5:28pmColeman

howd you guys get drunk

and end up fuckinjg

5:28pmMe

i started off by being naked while everyone was sober

and having the gay guy draw me

5:28pmColeman

was this at a house party

or something

or just you 3

5:29pmMe

dorms

4 ppl

one sat out

and watched i guess

one girl

5:29pmMe

shes got a boyfriend

for the hell of it

i thought it would be a good idea

half way in i got bored and thought differently

5:29pmMe

i assume so

my dick is small flaccid though

hmmm

5:29pmMe

average size

what about u

5:30pmMe

i say 6 and not that girthy

5:30pmColeman

people tell me im big or average

i assume im average

5:30pmMe

you would probably be big

5:30pmMe

lemmie see

5:30pmMe

people only say im average

im 1/4 asian

i guess i have small white dick in me

5:31pmMe

i heard 6 is average

so far all ive seen is big dick

5:31pmColeman

that tiny asian guy

had a bigger dick than u?

lol

5:31pmMe

dunno if hes gay

hes not tiny

5:31pmMe

hes buff and has a bigger one

big vietnamese dick

yeah

5:31pmMe

lINK I SHOULD HAVE NOT PUT
bigger than mine

by half inch or inch

5:31pmMe

and thickeer

lets hang out and compare dicks

for a couple of hours

or 5 mins

5:32pmMe

why not

5:32pmColeman

why did you think im gay

how could you tell

why did you message me out of the blue

5:32pmMe

my friend said you look like it

after i asked him

5:33pmMe

said you remind him of another gay guy

who got out after marriage

5:33pmMe

sucks that he found he was gay at 30

santa cruz

1 time so far

5:33pmMe

kinda chubby

I SAY UR CUTE

but not hot

5:34pmMe

ur genes have fucked you over so your abbs dont show

thats wah ti meant

christopher thomas anyway

from before

5:34pmMe

i used to

5:34pmMe

i should get them back

yup

im a twink

5:35pmMe

white guys really ahve to work for htem

5:35pmColeman

i thought you were kinda good looking in high school

5:35pmMe

i was skinny as fuck

now ive got a extra 5 lbs

my abbs dont show as much

i used to be a rail

5:35pmMe

i would say a hot rail

here

let me find a picture

5:35pmColeman

i think my preferences changed

because i started diong sports

5:36pmMe

whats ur p

yeah

yup

what sports

5:36pmMe

other than wrestling

and why are you afraid of when i asked if ur gay

ROFL

5:36pmMe

weak guys

u wanna be stupid from brain damage?

5:36pmColeman

skinny guys i just assume i could beat them up too easy

you try not to get hit in boxing

if youre getting hit hard in the face youre doing it wrong

thats like idiots having a fight club in their back yard

find a picture of what

5:37pmMe

of me as a rail

and im trying to find the guy you remind my ex

5:38pmColeman

your ex is 30?

lol and he fucked you when you were like 18?

5:38pmMe

yup

exactly

i was 19

5:39pmMe

http://www.myspace.com/danpowers

tapex

heres my profile

look at my pics

5:40pmMe

http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=15828195&albumID=368431&imageID=18680088

tapioca express when i worked there

theres too much stuff

does the link work

5:41pmMe

thats waht i looked like

ypup

lol

i dont tan

i dont wan tto

5:42pmMe

skinny white?

5:42pmMe

skinny right?

i dont tan my chest

or go shirtless much

5:42pmColeman

you just have a narrow build

and seem naturally skinny

how much do you weigh

5:42pmMe

i think the white will kick in and ill get fatter by 30

150

what are you

5:42pmColeman

i weigh like 220 lbs, i gained 20 lbs

because i got hurt

5:43pmMe

are you 6'5

5:43pmColeman

and i cant work out as much

im 6'2

how tall are you

5:43pmMe

i thnik its easier to talk on the phone

can you call me

5:43pmMe

why

5:43pmMe

you have a boyfirned?

5:43pmMe

didnt knwo people have dialup

do you have a cellphone

5:44pmMe

are you using a keypad?

5:44pmColeman

i dont have cable or cable internet

i conenct my phone to my laptop

5:44pmMe

right

5:44pmMe

well

5:44pmMe

today my ex was a bitch

5:45pmMe

what to who?

i didnt knwo its not ok

i showed your profile

did someone add you or talk or something?

5:45pmMe

its not that

5:45pmMe

whats wrong

5:45pmColeman

no im just curious as to why you wuold even do that

5:46pmMe

i dont see why not

to ask if he thought your gay

you're

5:46pmColeman

we havent seen eah other in 6 years

why would you still look at my profile

and show it to people

5:46pmMe

to see who in high school is gay

5:46pmMe

rick

thats all

dunno

anyone else

some other younger gay guys

5:47pmMe

i asked about you

so only you

that wrong?

5:47pmColeman

yeah im just wondering why you seem to be fascinated with me

to a minor extent

5:47pmMe

we talked on and off for a long time

5:48pmMe

yes you are

5:48pmColeman

im straight i just thought itd be funny

to say i was gay

i didnt get laid at all in high school either

5:48pmMe

you said you did guys

5:48pmColeman

rick hated me i dont know hwy youd think wed fuck

i was lying because i thought it was an absurd question to ask someone

5:48pmMe

thanks for dragging it on for a long time

5:49pmColeman

lol who cares

sorry we cant measure dicks

or suck each other off

5:49pmMe

oh no

too bad

5:49pmColeman

you seem to be getting laid a lot anyways

5:49pmMe

nope

not alot

5:49pmMe

only a little

5:49pmMe

didnt thnk ud lie

5:49pmColeman

i was a virgin and a loser for a long time

even after high school

5:49pmMe

right

5:49pmMe

sure

5:50pmMe

ok?

5:50pmColeman

um okay

talk to you later i guess

now that you dont wanna talk lol

since im not gay

5:50pmMe

have fun

sure

Monday, March 1, 2010

make a blowdoll where the dick is the valve. have a emulation of life on a computer. use wikipedia maybe. make a nonsense cartoon since jerry jackson is awesome. make a chicken killing game since its awesome.
1] i wawsted my day palying games. 2] my mind is slowing. originally, i had certain ideas to think about. ive stopped thinking from games. ideas of what patterns i could recognize and walue. now my mind has slowed.

3.1.10 i feel like shit. i dont want to do anything. my options are to sleep, listen to music, or do my work. none matter. i will work for half hour then listen to music. but IT DOESNT MATTER. why. why can i not answer my question? because i am unable to currently think. too bad. the music and homework are a waste of time. sucks.
this is the story of pandoras box. there was a thing on the ceiling she was told not to touch. she thought it was a camera. she touched it and the fire alarm went off.
wanna go hunting for salmon in salmon season with a shotgun?

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Something the lord made

One might say that I have aspbergers. A characteristic of this is me having insetivities towards others, or not being sensitive to what others are.

Something the Lord Made

I was in the part of the class that watched the whole movie. Reflecting on the movie, there was racism. Maybe half the white people were bigots. Those half glared at Vivian whenever he passed by possibly thinking "he shouldn’t be here". Or some racist thing. Or if this is still applicable, "go back to your country", you should still be slaves, I’m better than you, blacks aren’t allowed here. Near the end of the movie, when Vivian was brought in to perform surgery on the couple's blue-baby daughter, the parents glared at him possibly thinking "my child is going to die now" or don’t put my daughters safety in a n-'s hands. More examples of racism are: after Vivian and Alfred successfully performed the operation, Alfred is walking past rooms where his colleagues were and heard them saying "why was the n- with him"
There were colored bathrooms. When Vivian and his friend walking on a college path, they had to move out of the way of some white guys. A doctor told Vivian to get him a donut and coffee and said that he couldn't be a doctor or assistant. Everyone looked at Vivian in the hall when he was walking to Doctor Blalok, he had to ignore them. Vivian dealt with being ignored or stared at the whole movie. Vivian got less pay for being black. Vivian had to clock in in the black workers entrance to go into the building. Vivian could not be paged in the hospital because he was black.

Something the Lord Made shows what a black man could achieve by trying, and what racism was like in the 30s'. More generally, it shows the segregation of women and blacks from white men. And religion and science and questioning Gods assumed will. Vivian Thomas and Alfred Blalok went against did what the scientific medical field thought was impossible,: surgery on the heart. more specifically, fixing babies hearts. When parents were deciding on whether to allow surgery on their six month old child, they had to talk between themselves along with asking their local preacher. When they talk to the priest, they ask their minister if God wanted the baby to die. The priest advised not to question Gods will or to alter Gods work. The priest then consulted Blalok, who was to perform the operation. Blalok understan what the priest was concerned about and addressed this by showing an alternative perspective. Blalok said that he would make the baby how it should be. Or that maybe God wants the baby to live. God wants us to learn how to fix the problem. Blalok's colleagues, in addition, believed it impossible to perform open heart surgery. Nolitangere was followed in the 1930s and ’40s. Meaning: do not touch, or do not touch the heart.

Something the Lord Made follows the journey of Vivian Thomas from being a carpenter to teaching heart surgery in John Hopkins University. Most of the movie covers when Vivian was practicing heart surgery with Alfred. It mostly shows the action packed part of his life. The story starts when Vivian is 20 years old as a carpenter in the great depression. His early life and his later life are skipped. Vivian realized he might have wasted 12 years of his life practicing with Alfred, and missed his college education while his age went to 30. That realization is showed well with this.

I think the movie failed to show how smart Vivian really was. It did not show enough scientific work or enough detail for what he did. The director expects the audience to assume Vivian is a genius, instead of expecting proof. Vivian was only shown reading books, picking up glass tubes with forceps, and cutting animals open. Alfred was a strange character who did not follow standard social conventions. Vivian Thomas was accustomed to people following lower social conventions, but might have been disappointed by Alfred doing this. The movie correlates to college success only slightly because all the hard work that Vivian accomplished was not shown. It was skipped and only results of the work were showed. The movie made success look easier than it is.

But, Vivian did work hard. And his work led him to become a teacher at John Hopkins, after 30 years of working hard. He succeeded by persevering, working around the problems that were presented, and by going out of his way to be around any opportunity that was given. College success utilizes the college system and knowing how to use it. Vivian Thomas knew a little of how to use his work system. He did not know what a level three worker was, but found out was angered by it. Alfred used the people he knew to work around the racist hospital system.

Coun 100 provides students with the skills needed for success in college and covers information about: 1] college/university systems, 2] goal setting, 3] educational planning, 4] study skills, 5] health maintenance, 6] stress management, 7] learning styles, 8] college resources, 9] relationships, and 10] cultural diversity. Here is a comparison as follows:

1] Vivian did not know much about the college/university system. After practicing surgery, he was not able to transfer directly into medical school and got mad at the university recruiter. But he had an intelligent mentor.

2] Vivian set a goal of becoming a doctor. He did not give up on becoming one.

3] Vivian did not plan any education. He just practiced surgery with Alfred

4] Vivian studied by practicing and reading. He did not use any other forms of studying.

5] Vivian did not exercise, or eat right. He did not have enough money to eat balanced foods

6] Vivian was stressed all the time from overwork and living in cheap noisy housing. He attempted to manage the stress with his hope of making more money in the future.

7] The only learning style Vivian used to was hands on.

8] There were no college resources for Vivian to use.

9] Vivian had a good relationship with his mentor, Alfred, and his wife.

10] There was cultural diversity, however many of the people around him were racist.

Something the Lord Made was a great movie. But it wasn't realistic enough for me (for the time). It was still a great movie. There was not enough segregation (for the time). I mean not a realistic amount of segregation for the '30s. The white people should have been behaving barbaric to the African Americans. Too much success was shown. Vivian's brother/uncle should not have won his teaching court case. The mood of everyone should have been more depressing. It was the great depression for Christ’s sake.

Once again, the science scenes were not scientific enough. Whenever Alfred “cut through the bullshit” and moved straight to experiments, all that happened was dogs got cut open. There was no medical procedure, but there was probably reason for that. Nobody wants to see science in movies. The movie was too melodramatic. The actual events would move a lot slower. The “eureka’s” and epiphanies would be less impacting in real life, when they happened in the '30s. The movie was a little too slow and long. The actors were well chosen though Vivian Thomas did well.

Something the Lord Made

Attitudes:

of environment

of vivian

of doctor

1introduction

2summary

3conclusion

how does movie correlate to college success

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

http://www.wnd.com/news/article.asp?ARTICLE_ID=55564

hella funny article

http://uncyclopedia.wikia.com/wiki/Anti-God

Attributes of the Anti-God
Perfectly capable of not doing anything.
Is nowhere at once.
Knows about all the evil and suffering in the world but doesn't really care enough to do anything about it.
Some concepts of the Anti-God may include anthropomorphic attributes, such as looking exactly like the Invisible Man, only ten times bigger. The concept of the Anti-God is often embedded in definitions of atheism, dadaism and antisemitic conspiracy theories, not to forget his involvement in the Teatime of the Gods which many believe happened before lunchtime.
Considered by many the God of Theo-Atheism, specially among fanatic McCarthyists.
The concept of a singular Anti-God is characteristic of anti-monotheism, but there is no universal definition of anti-monotheism - since the big chism of 2043 A.D., anti-monotheism has two main branches: orthodox & BDSM. Oftenly considered by other religions a theistic form of Nihilism, the differences between anti-monotheism and monotheism are the same between the Anti-God and God, and the Antichrist and Jesus.Yup.

what would be the antichrist then? evil god?

http://uncyclopedia.wikia.com/wiki/P0rn
nice porn text clip

Firstly, drawing upon common knowledge of our first premise we know that to be male one must have a penis.Therefore God, being male, must have a penis of appropriately holy proportions. (It would do no good to claim that to be male is to have a Y-chromosome in this case, because God, of course, is supposed to be a spiritual, not a biological being.)
An astute reader might now notice that this argument has taken a rather puzzling turn. Worse than puzzling actually - for if, as according to our third premise, God is unique, then there are no others like Him. And if there are no others like Him, well then sexual reproduction is right out of the question.
That's right, God masturbates!!!

God must masturbate if He is perfect, male, and unique.

God is always perfect, male, and unique.

God is always Masturbating.

Friday, April 30, 2010

dialogue ideas

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