now

how could i plan everything? i need to go to class then yoga. but i will be hungry. how do i mitigate that?
i could eat first
or bring food
or eat and bring a snack

i dont want to be here. i am bored.

i need to ask about a class. ask about astronomy. but i dont think it would matter because the class i currently am in i could be wiht emily. unless she fucking doersnt go to class. then it would suck

i came early. i had nothing to do. i felt proto-depressed. that feeling is frequent. i try light cbt to change it. it is only half effective

later
i felt bad an hour ago at the library. now i feel fine. why did that happen
at the end i felt horny. but that didnt matter compared to how i felt before
end
dad asked me "did you take off the porn on the computer" my mind was instantly angered, but i said nothing. i did not deal with it. until two minutes i remembered it doesnt matter. what he says does not matter. i am taking it personally. i should not. i should just do whatever i can to decieve him since his demand is not reasonable. at least i think. i hope i think right.

fucking girls.

i need to make them jealous by going places. and taking pictures.
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that works

well

u could be into style

comeno

ur not bi at all?

1:56amChristian

for like

megan fox

not girls like the one you linked to

1:56amMe

awww




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im looking for a car job though

10:55pmAlex

o

10:56pmAlex

WISH YOU COULD GET OVER , LOVE YOU

dAN

10:58pmMe

what?

10:58pmAlex

LOVE YOU. LOL

HAHAH

DAN

DONT SAY ANYTHING

LOL

11:04pmAlex

i know you woul laugh at me

11:04pmMe

ya

11:05pmAlex

like you

do you like me ?

lol

DAN

11:07pmAlex

you remember you did ask me if i liked you ?

11:08pmAlex

hello

11:08pmMe

ya

i like u

11:08pmAlex

really?

11:08pmMe

why

11:09pmAlex

i just wanna make sure

\sometimes

i think of you

i dont know why

maybe i like you

tell me to know

what is that emotion ?

DAN

11:12pmAlex

dan

you busy

11:12pmMe

liking

11:12pmAlex

ok

11:12pmMe

ya

busy

the emotion like

im going to sleep soon

11:13pmAlex

ok

see you

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we all got fucked up

on drinks

but i didnt like it

i was visually conscious, but i couldnt come up with any words to say

it sucked